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Old 08-18-2009, 12:53 PM
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Maggiemac
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Join Date: Dec 2008
Location: Westland, Pennsylvania
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This house is not a home

Here I go again 9 months tomorrow my son will be dead. My heart is still the same lonely, emptly, still praying to God to give me some relief from the grief I feel. I was looking through the pictures I have seeing a family happy and healthy complete. Now my family is broken a big part missing Jason. I know he is in a better place where drugs have no place. God has him making him happy. But all that happyness is gone in this house and that is what it is a house not a home like it used to be. Grandson is doing great getting ready to go back to school for his last year. Husband is still the same needing me all day long and getting on my last nerve.I pray he gets well soon. I can hardly believe that one drug changed a life of not just one person but my life. Losing my only child has taken a toll on me and this family.So if any one reading this is addicted please stop for yourself first then stop for those who love you so very much.

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