There is tremendous pressure on me to cave in. Right now I'm switching to Kansas City meetings where no one will know me. I'll just listen and they will assume I have a month clean, I'll park the new Mercedes down the street and wear my gardening slacks and shoes. I'll do it for 90 days and just listen. If asked when I got clean I'll just say 7:00 am.
I'm willing to change my thoughts on the traditions, but show me where I've been wrong in the basic text.
I've been going to a Kansas City meeting every Sunday morning for 14 months. All the faces have turned over in that time except for one. So that might not be the place for getting advice on changing my program around overnight.
But I will listen harder to those with multiple weeks of clean time on the proper way to work ones program. I'm listening, not talking for ninety.
But as they say "There is no fool like an old fool".
And from the feedback I get her I am an old fool and I must objectively take a look at that. As was said "The words of the profits are written on the subway walls".