Hi there,
I don't know if anybody remembers my original post, but basically I'm a 20 year old male who has in the past been out of control with vodka but these days just stick to moderately drinking cider/lager. However, I am prone to mistakes and yesterday was one of them.
I drank far too much and knew it and felt awful about myself when I was drunk, in that awful state when you can't go back. I have purposely not drank anything today. I feel as if I need to lay off for a while at least.
I've been good today, but I get the sickening feeling tomorrow and the third day will be really awful. I'm trying my best, I don't want my life to get out of control again.
Thanks for listening!
