Please tell me I'm ok...
I've been clean for almost two years. In that time, I went back to school and got my degree. But, now I find myself unemployed and going crazy. I just feel so alone- my boyfriend of six years left almost a year ago (that was a positive thing), but now I have no one to talk to. I don't want to do the whole group therapy thing- too creepy spilling my guts to a roomful of strangers. I feel so weak- tonight I had to go for a drive b/c I was afraid I'd make a phone call to get some pills. I haven't had a night like this in a very long time... does the desire ever go away??? If someone's out there, could you just answer me so I know I'm not invisible?