Originally Posted by
Missymae737 
Hi,
Welcome to SR...
What a terrible tragedy you have experienced in your life...I can understand your wanting to self medicate your pain through drinking...It looks like you have realized that drinking to alleviate this emotional pain is not working...Good for you!
You can be free from the chains of addiction and live a meaningful peaceful life...
Keep posting, I am glad you found us...
Thanks, i am disgusted and thouroghly hate myself for allowing this to happen to me, for being so weak, but i thought i was being strong because i did'nt go to the doctors for tranquilisers? to help me sleep, no clever me thought it was ok to drink.
