Thanks to all for your comments, feedback, experience and strength.
Only time will tell if there is some hope in this or if it is just some different approach to quacking and manipulation.
I will not trust her words. The only thing I will trust at all are actions.
My attorney is drawing up the paperwork I need in order to proect the kids. After that, I have to trust in God and go back to living my life.
I did throw a pool party for the kids today. We had 15 people over and it was a blast. The kids were in the pool for over 5 hours. I was in with them for over 2 and watching from the shade for the rest of the time. It really reminded me of how much I love them and how much they deserve someone to really fight to protect them.