have you discussed it with your sponsor?....
have you told him/her you got a problem with it.?
id struggle with it and i would run out of things to say.
then id start talking about problems rather than solutions
how about you get together a step study group...and stay in contact by phone..?
group of newcomers and maybe someone thats completed the steps at least once...
me and some pals do this......sharing thoughts and feedback....
its good stuff and keeps us all with a common talking point.
gets a bit heated sometimes though ..lol
every now and then we take our big books and go fishing for a couple of days........its a scream.