I am in the middle of a huge depressing part of my life. I don't want to get divorced and I'm pretty miserable. I do think that you're right, Anna, that this is a big part of why I am struggling so hard to stay sober.
I am trying to keep a focus on how much more miserable drinking would make me. I know it wouldn't solve problems - just cause them. But... but... but... says my stupid alcoholic voice.
I searched for and found a meeting I can get to tonight.
I'm sorry. I know there is only one right answer to this. I feel pretty stupid. I can't believe how hard it is sometimes. And then other times, it feels easy. It's just one of those hard times I need to ride out I guess...