Lily!!!! It is great to hear your voice again
I loved this so much:
I have very recently come to a realisation that my future is going to be beautiful.
Gosh, if I could wave a wand and deliver that realization to everyone on this board, I would do it in a minute. What a delightful thing to hear.
(I had a dream like that too, about ten years ago (while I was still with XA) and it was astonishing the difference it made. Maybe just knowing it was possible for me helped to find it.....)
I'm so glad you're doing well. It's inspiring!