So Close
Im so close to drinking right now. Ive got 68 days done sober. Would be a shame to spoil it. But I feel like getting drunk. Its boredom that really gets too me and when I have money. I can nearly feel and taste a cold drink going down my throat. Im just gonna go get some fags I think, and summit too read. Take my mind off it. Shame the bookshop is right next too loads of pubs, which dont make it any easier but I will not be going in there no matter how much it calls me to. Its calling me right now. In the past year and a half Ive spent 9 months sober and the rest drunk but that is just a way of trying too justify getting drunk.