Jenna are you ok?
Your posts concern me, I could be reading them wrong but it sounds like your going 100 miles a minute with little slow down. It reminds me all too much of me at what I thought was my best days, my super woman days but they end kinda scarily. I hope Im wrong, maybe I just read fast because Im feeling on the hyper range.
I also wanted to add, man girl how do you handle all that family around with anxiety and social issues? Id be either lashing out or in a corner rocking back and forth its dangerous for me. I had a aunt and uncle in town last week and it nearly killed me. I thought maybe it was just me until I heard other friends and such relate similarities. ANyway in addition to my normal schedule we were going going constanly dinners and meeting with families and my kids being picked up and dropped off, it was so crazy that my laundry situation became much like your sisters and nephews for the week and Im still trying to sort it out.
I just hope your ok. Please take a little down time for you.
Good luck with portraits, after doing so 4 years I dont even get my childrens pictures anymore and almost never photograph people, Im slowly going back into landscape stuff as a hobby