Today is my Birthday and I am giving myself a gift, I hope. JMB started my Birthday off with telling me I am not worth celebrating. It crushed me so much. I have cried most of the night, I need to get to sleep now. God only knows what kind of day it will be with him if he comes to where I live and tries to cause trouble.
I GUESS I REALLY NEED TO LET GO. I ma so tired.