I can imagine her tired wanting to go home a Sat night while he is at his second jack daniels bottle with his drinking "friends", acting like a jerk and ignoring her... then being disrespectful in intimate moments...
Sadly...this
was becoming MY life. And you are right - NOTHING to envy there.....it all became so exhausting.
And in regards to your crying episode - heck I'm over a year out and I still do that occasionally....I just let it happen and I always feel better afterward.