Where is my responsibility in all this?
Who pops the pill Tib? Who picks up the drink Tib?
I spent a whole lot of years playing the blame game, I stayed drunk the whole time until I finally accepted full responsibilty for my actions.
Tib you blame the doctor for the pills yet you went to the doctor, you filled the prescription and you took the pills? You could have told the doctor no, you could have not filled the prescription, you did not have to take the pills.
Tib you blame AA for your drinking????? They bought you the booze and they made you drink it? Or did Tib buy the booze and Tib drank the booze?
Read what you wrote? Who is to blame?
Tib instead of blaming AA why not try another program?
Pick any program, no one cares, work it, if you wind up still drinking will it still be AA's fault, if you keep popping pills will it still be the doctors fault.
Tib what is your fault?
Tib you can stop the insanity when you are willing to take responsibilty for your actions and stop blaming others.
One thing you can not do is BS a BSer!!!! So many of us here used to blame everything and every one for our drinking and drugging, so your blame game does not fly here.
Tib people who love you tell you the truth.