Welcome to SR, and hello from Scottsdale!
I'm a little jealous, Sedona is a very cool place.
Cravings pass, so my suggestion is to do everything possible to abstain until you decide upon a plan for your recovery. And that I've found is a necessity, whether it's AA or another program or group, it helps to have the support.
I never thought I'd be in recovery either, but then again I never thought I'd wake up one day and say
"gee, my life is so great I think I'll top it off with an AA meeting". I can certainly think of worse places to be!
