It's been one week
oops, wrong click.It's been a week now since my last drink. I thought all the physical withdrawals would be gone(the first 4 days were hell on earth) but every time I think it's over something comes back. Shakes,ect.. Is this psychological? I still cannot sleep. Im lucky if I get 2 hrs straight at a time. When I do finally go down horrible nightmeres wake me. I went from drinking(feeling numb all the time) to extreme mood swings,to now deep depression.
Wondering why I stopped in the first place.( you would think after the physical withdrawals I would not feel this) It's just now I feel kind of dead.
Nothing. nada. I almost would rather feel sick than feel nothing(make sense?)
It feels like a hopeless depression I have never experienced before.
Is this normal? The Serax the Dr gave me seems to actually make it worse.
I see the Dr tomorrow. I dont know what else to say. Im just very depressed right now.
---J