Old 08-05-2009, 09:44 AM
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Aysha
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I know some of you remember when I first came here. I was a mess for confrontation. Couldnt tell me anything.
I would get all defensive and argue with everyone. I am seriously surprised I wasnt banned after some of the things I have posted.
I look back on it now and laugh at myself. Silly silly Trish.
I now hope that people will only be honest with me. Dont tell me what I want to hear.
And I have grown to respect that honesty. Even if I do get mad.
I step back now and soak it in and find that those are the ones who are right.
It reminds me of that game Mortal Kombat. Where you have a mirror image battle with yourself. Or Bruce Lee when he is fighting that monster in his nightmares. It turms out to be himself.
Facing ourselves and dealing with ourselves will always be the toughest battle we face.
Alot of times we need to be shown what is real and what isnt. Because wehn it comes to ourselves and how we look at ourselves. I think we cant be unbias. Its very hard.
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