Agrippa's right - there are many people, non alcoholics, who don't drink alcohol for many reasons - be it religion, personal taste, whatever.
You're a teetotaller too - you're not different in that respect. Me neither.
You are an alcoholic tho....me too - and thats why watching others drink makes you and me squirm and want to join in, and think we're 'missing out' (I dunno what we think we're missing out on - we're right there in the room, and 'one glass' would 'do nothing' for either of us...)
We can't do it - not if we want to keep the life we've fought so hard for, Paul.
I can't tap dance either - my walking stick gets in the way
c'est la vie
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