Thanks MG. It's nice to know that there is someone that knows what I'm talking about with the flashbacks. At that time I was 5yrs 4 months sober, and that was the closest I came to relapse in all that time...thankfully I told myself I had the choice to say no and I stuck to it. It was my grasp of control in a time of no control...I'm so thankful that I grabbed on tight and didn't let go.
