Relapse!
I'm deep into a relapse right now. I was good for awhile, but right now all I can think about is booze, booze and more booze. It's 2:45 in the am, and I was desperately calling/searching for a place that sells beer/liquor/anything late night... with no luck. The only thing that can calm me down enough to possibly sleep is the comfort that in a few hours I can find a place that sells. It's ****** up, the addict version of myself is high and tall and running the show the past week. How the **** do I talk him out of it??? He's winning, winning, winning... where are you, rationale? sober thinking? non-boozehound person? I will attempt to sleep. I'm wracked with desire and pissed I cant find booze right now. Thankful for this board....
Mike