Brooklyn!
That brings back memories... *sigh*
What a great story and first post.
I hope you'll continue to post, and since you say you've been sluking, I'm guessing you're already read the information on the stickies at the top of the forums.
Have you considered a 3-D program of recovery support as well?
I mean, you're right at the heart of AA country.
Can't swing a dead cat without hitting someone going to a meeting in NYC, hon.
Although I don't recommend the cat thing,
I do recommend checking out AA.
Welcome!!!!