Originally Posted by
Angsty 
I've decided to quit and changed my mind about 5 times already today. I wonder when I'll get off the merry-go-round?
Everyone's different. Just read some more horror stories of how alcohol or any substance has ruined peoples' lives in the long run (I've got a couple).
Not that it will happen to you, though it could. Just think: is anything that happens that affects your life negatively because of drinking worth it to you to keep drinking?
if so, that's a more serious problem than you probably expected. keep communicating and hopefully you'll find that convincing.