Ngaire -
(heavy sigh) - i
really don't want to but yeah, i really need to move -
still don't know
when the appeal hearing is - it could be another 6 months (or heaven forbid! longer) - and there is a small chance they'll deny me - my landlord is
Not gonna want to let me stay under those conditions -
"well, i'll probably be able to pay you in ummmmm - december ok?" (small giggle)
and Gabe - (
You're grieving the loss of the relationship. ...)
thank you for that! it hadn't occured to me + it just helped things make a bit of sense -
Thank you both for reinforcing that "Doing the Next Right Thing"
IS worth it even tho it hurts and it's hard - - - i guess there's only so many times i can remind myself of that before i need to 'hear' someone else say it - ?
i'm just struggling more today than i've had to - it's scary - and just plain annoying -
Blue