I went to the Pysc. today. He gave me some blood pressure medicine to help with the withdrawls. I am going to taper down until this weekend and then stop. This time will be the last time. He told me to call the rehab place and schedule an appt. And give the NA meetings a try. I was going to do that anyway. He was glad that I had "come clean" to him. He also put me on a new "mood stability" medicine. I pray this all works. I am tired of being held captive. I miss me.