(((Ksplash)) and (((Trish))) - thanks for the reminders of why I never want to go back to that ****. I had a "using dream" the other night...can't even remember the last time I had one of those. Even in my dream, I was frustrated with the crack. I was glad I woke up ticked off, not thinking "wow, that was great!!!". It was still pretty uncomfortable, kinda like my mind was being a traitor, even thinking about that stuff.
I pray you both get to where crack loses all it's appeal, no matter what.
Hugs and prayers!
Amy