Why are you so sure your honey will be dead?]
i'm not
sure -
it's the last "dumb thing" that the scared little voice in my head worries about - the only one i couldn't find an answer to when the "What ifs" start - and so i can't make it go away - - -
my AH is a
very self-destructive/self-injurious/suicidal drunk -
his tolerence for pain is off the charts - he is a
LOW-bottom drunk -
Thanks!
Blue