Originally Posted by
krisgrace 
OK...... so I went to the rehab place at lunch time. There was no desk. No greater. No one to talk to. I felt out of place. I saw a few people that looked way drugged out. Is it wrong for me to feel like I dont belong there? I almost feel guilty. I left. I will talk to my pysc. about this tomorrow, and hopefully the meetings will be better.
remember, this is YOUR sobriety. do not let any situation or person affect it, regardless of how they make you feel at the moment. you're really strong though you may not know it.
i was just in rehab with long-term heroin addicts who looked at me like, "what the heck are you doin here? you're not even sick." granted, they did look like they were going through a world of pain and suffering; it did not matter.
i went to that facility to get MYSELF clean, not to worry about if I was wasting anyone's time or far-gone enough to even be there. my life was unmanagable, regardless of how much i was using and for how long.
sobriety is very uncomfortable, not just physically.
so, great idea talking to your Dr. but, for your sake, do not give up.