I finally did it!!
Ok, so I finally realized that I cannot do this alone. So, I gathered up enough strength and told my counselor. She gave me information on the out patient rehab clinic and also some NA meetings. She wanted me to tell my pysc and they moved my appt up to Tuesday of this week. They are going to hopefully get me on some sort of plan to help me to get off and stay off. I keep quitting and starting again. It is so ridiculous. I am so ready to be through with this. I am ready to get ME back. I am ready to do whatever it takes, and I know that I cannot do it alone. I feel great just letting someone "professional" know. I feel like I am on the right track now. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers as I continue this ongoing battle.
Love, Kristin
:praying