Originally Posted by
NewHorizon25 
If i end up relapsing it will be a few lagers in the rucksack to give me a boost to do some hiking.
If you did this right now it would not be a relapse, it would be just continuing after a short break. There needs to be some recovery before it would be considered a relapse. A few lagers in your rucksack won't give you a boost to do some hiking. Were you doing it before treatment?