Please don't do that. Sometimes we have to force ourselves to get out and do things but then once we get there, we do fine. And yes, depression can cause one to feel physically drained. Another reason you should check in with your doctor. There are things that can help you through this tough time. Please don't pick up...it won't help anything. There's a saying around here...there's nothing so bad that drinking won't make worse. It's true. Please hang in there.