It would'nt be so bad if i actually felt like doing things or had things to fill my day with. Im also unhappy with living at home with my parents, i find they can be negative for me in large doses. Argghh this sucks, I was hoping when i left treatment centre i would feel good and could take up exercise, i took up hiking last year when i was sober for 5 weeks that helped me greatly. Im not sure why i feel physically drained maybe its mild depression. If i end up relapsing it will be a few lagers in the rucksack to give me a boost to do some hiking.