Thanks, misty. I could handle a little bit, but I took an anti-depressant (Lexapro, I think) once just for fun and it knocked me for a loop. I didn't care for it at all, and never did it again. Maybe just a little dose of something more mild would be ok. And maybe I won't be on it long-term. I read yesterday that many types of depression go away after several months. There's hope yet.
Anyway, this is me checking in. Not really much to say, not sure how much it helps right now, but it doesn't hurt so here I am. Going to try to get some sleep now.