I used to be just a drug addict. Then I actually began to live recovery. I found out that it wasnt the drugs, or the alcohol, that was my problem. All along, that whole time, it was me. I was my problem. The drugs, the alcohol, they brought out behaviors in me that made me become something I despised. They where the catalyst to me acting out in my character defects, they helped make me oblivious to the next right thing. Today I choose to partake in neither, I have found a better life, I have found the easier, softer way.