Originally Posted by ChameleonBoy

24 days sober and I have been through too much this last week. I don't know how much longer I will be here, not because of drinking but because life is going so fast around me.

Alcohol, the way I drink it.....is not living. I started out using it to not feel the overwhelming onslaught of life coming at me.....now I have no desire in anyway to separate myself from the amazing awe and wonder of life.

Thank you for giving me this moment of your lives while I was getting back up and trying in my awkward way to be a part of this. I am now at peace with truth. Alcohol is a dead end lie. I am better then what alcohol has to offer.

Take care everyone here. You have been kind to me, and I thank you for it.