Originally Posted by
Nallabelle 
I deserve to have a drink or two on occasion. If I start noticing its a problem than I will deal with it then.
Yowza. Didja
read this before you posted it? "Deserve" a drink or two? Look at those motives closely before you do drink, okay?
(All said with affection, trust me...)
I can just see me, a few years back, as an alcoholic:
"I know I can't drink, but I am taking pills. When it becomes a problem, I'll deal with it then..."