Thats a hell of a story Bee. Thanks for sharing it.
It was an exercise in itself for me to ask someone for help (I really did not like to ask anyone for help) and I was asking someone who had taken the steps and had more sobriety than me so yes i was the student in this case. To become teachable I had to get humble and respect that the other person was sober was staying sober one day at a time and had a good sober life , I wanted what she had...my life on the other hand was unmanagable. I ask for help every time I need it now, sometimes I find it difficult still but I need to do it. I know very little I discover this more and more each day. Life is good and we get those glimpses you talked about lizzy and I want more and more of them. balance, peace.....