Hi, CollegeGirl! Welcome! As far as the Vegas trip; try to make any excuse to get out of going... if you can. I have been drinking every day for the past 18 years. I quit drinking on 7/03/09. I had 5 days without a drink. I was feeling great and rather prideful, I might add. So I thought, "I'm gonna see if I've got this thing beat!?" 1 glass of wine turned into 4 the first night. The second night 3 glasses... so on the on the alcohol took over again. Last night I was so drunk I was slurring my words. I woke up hating myself again. Okay, sorry... not about me!
Darling, this demon (alcohol) is bigger than us. Please seek support, God (higher power) from SR, AA, your doctor, etc. It is a daily battle... arm yourself and take charge of your life! You should be incredibly proud of yourself!!!! A TRIPLE degree?? WOW!! Stay close, the people here have so much knowledge and experience to help you.