Hello again Collegegirl,
I also just met you in the chat room. WELCOME to the SR Family and your making a very wise and good choice to consider stop drinking!! (((((HUGS)))))
You have SO MUCH going for you in your life and I agree with Ananda to please SEE a doctor. Be very honest with him or her and let them help you do this. You DESERVE the awesome life that you have worked SO HARD to achieve and LIVE for a very long time to enjoy it. Drinking WILL destroy you - Please get help through your doctor, AA, whatever you can and please keep coming back to SR because ALL of us will support you along your New Journey.
Love Pancake XO **Thanks for reaching out tonight and joining a great Recovery Forum** XO