Hi Cg...we met in chat a few minites ago.
Well i think your concerns about physical stuff of withdrawl are warrented. I strongly encourage you to contact a doctor and be honest about the amount of your drinking and about your fears.
Making getting sober your number one priority helps. I didn't quit even when I knew the bottle had me...I waited until i was in bad shape. When i realized I was in trouble I still could put in 40-60 hour work weeks and play wonderwoman on my house work etc....I waited until itwas all starting to crumble....I hope you get help now and don't wait like i did.
In the end i had to decide that even if it was going to cost me my job, even if i lost my home, even if my friends all hated me ....I had to quit drinking and that I had to ask for and accept help.
Please..call a doctor, be honest and stick close to SR for support. You can move forward into a new life (hug)