Its good that you are aware and on point Bam. Them voices can wear you down if your not prepared. I am sorry your scared. But at the same time..It is a good thing. Not wanting to lose those good things that have happened is also good. Hold on to that.
I lost over the weekend. I let myself give in. I fought for weeks to get rid of that Farkin voice. But as it wore on me more. The more I wanted to use.
Bottom line. I wanted to.
Just hang in there and stay alert. I know you can do it.
And great job on staying clean for this long.