Congratulations on realizing that this little voice is your alcoholic mind trying to regain a foothold. Life is full of ups and downs. It's difficult to navigate even for the non-drinker. You have some sober time under your belt, so you know that drinking isn't the solution to anything. It won't make life's problems any better and will just compound them. Hang in there, bam. Stay strong and keep doing the next right thing. ((((HUGS))))