Bam, it's good that you're thinking about this and posting about it.
And, it's great that you recognize the addict voice for what it is. And, then dismiss it. I try to remember that it is what it is. It doesn't control me. And, it IS hard to deal with life as it comes along. It's definitely a journey. But, you will find that each day you get a little bit stronger, and each time you get through something, the next time will be a bit easier.