That's just the thing: I want to rediscover my faith but it's been buried under fear and doubt for a long time.
This may sound silly, but I want to have faith in God like my dogs have faith in me. They just 'know' I'll take care of them. I want to "just know" God will take care of me when I can't care for myself.
I'm tired of feeling lost and afraid and confused. I'm looking for a sponsor now but haven't yet found anyone I think would/could sponsor me. I want to feel 'worthy' of someone's love, be it God or a sponsor or anyone.