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Lot's of good stuff here... thanx for this topic. McGowdog has a thread going over in the 12 step forum "Step 2:God". There is some good stuff being posted there too... check it out.
BTW, I claim spiritual progress not perfection... some days I have to remind myself to let go. You said you were envious of people who could easily turn it over... it is just that it's EASIER to do that, it's just a tough journey to that realization. a journey you are making now
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Mark