This is my short & sweet response, I try to keep my recovery as simple as possible, anything that takes more than 30 seconds to contemplate will confuse me and I'll be lost
I can't say that I ever fully let go, or turned it over to God. Those are things I work on every day. But I knew for sure that my way wasn't working,
I got tired of fighting.
And no matter how fast I ran or tried to hide, I couldn't escape the grace of God forever. I stayed sober, I prayed, I took the Steps to the best of my ability, and He revealed himself to me.