Least... I'm not being mean or comical...
... but I often tell people that I grew up beliving in the Easter Bunny and Santa Claus, as well as the Catholic (no offense) version of God & religion.
As recovering adults we need to re-assess our understanding of the Higher Power (and/or God)
as we see things now. Not as we have seen them before?
Maybe try to re-define your Higher Power (God) as you accept Him, now, in a loving and caring way.
Turning it over is HARD... but do you honestly think you've reached this point in your life due to your own control of things?
For me.. I would have been dead a long time ago... my Higher Power (God) provides for me, and I think he has something in store for me.
(Maybe my purpose for being alive is to carry this message?)
