gneiss

I have trouble with this one. I never used to. I read in various literature, and experience bears out, that meth makes you feel more confident. So I felt sort of shy but of average confidence before I did drugs. Then I spent a while doing meth and feeling confident, a complete awesome badass. So maybe it's just an adjustment back to being normal, but I lack confidence. Am I worth being friends with when I'm not partying? My bf and I broke up when we decided to clean up. Logic tells me there's no way our relationship could survive it, we had to be apart for a while. But a little voice in my head keeps saying he didn't really want to be with me if I wasn't high. I keep looking at the SMART tools mentioned above because I think I'm just a little looney on this stuff. Am I worth it? I hope so.