Thanks so much for this thread.
I don't even know where to start. I have been afraid of being the one to go. I remember the pleading... the promises.... the quacking that went on last time and I don't want to face it. The truth is that I face the rollercoaster on a daily basis. Yes its better this week after the melt down, but for how long? That is the peace you all have, no more rollercoaster.
I keep taking little steps forward.... but I still have the fear. Of what?
The paper work?, the renewed pleading and promises?, Am I living on one more chance?.... Cr@p!!! I am.
This is sick but, I keep telling myself ,"The next time he does Blah Blah Blah I will leave." but I haven't been able to do it yet. Maybe I am just stewing here, but I am very happy to read that you all are doing well. It gives me hope.