HI everyone!!! Welcome Smynthia!!!!
Sorry I have been absent....still doing good. Had a few family get togethers and like you all, found it interesting to sit back and watch them get loaded and then proceed to make arses of themselves. I still have no desire to drink, but what has been happening is what I like to call moments of clarity. Every now and then I'll get a flashback of some particular instance when I was drunk and did something idiotic, said something stupid or just remember the sensation (sometimes these memories are as far back as ten years). It's very odd....and I have to say it has been bothering me a bit. I still have cravings but they usually pass pretty fast. Started going back to my therapist to see if we can work it through. The IOP I wanted to go was pretty pricey and I couldn't afford it. My therapist is willing to work with me so I figure some help is better than no help, plus she worked in a womens detox clinic so I figure she understands. Anyway, just wanted to pop in and say hi!!
Hope everyone is hanging in there....
HUGS!!!
Reb