My sober date is my clean date too IO. Very important for me to be honest today. I was such a dishonest person before.
Ro, I'm so glad your sponsee was there tonight, I know you were nervous about going yourself, but you faced your fear and went, and look George put your sponsor there for you. What a guy!!!!!
It is imperative that we be constantly vigilant, use the phone, go to meetings, talk to sponsor, because we are only one thought away from picking up. I honestly don't know how people stay sober without using the tools. I know for me, even after the 15 years, I wasn't working any kind of program and my disease was just sitting there patiently waiting for just that right moment when it decided to strike and me not being prepared for it, no steps in place, no phone calls to make, I just bowed to my disease and gave in.
Good night my friends, hope you all have a great sleep (No s*x dreams Ro & Elizabeth) hugs to you all. See ya in the AM.